Tuesday, January 30, 2007;
hey pplz.. it has been more than a week since i last blogged... oh well nothing much has happened since then.. she came back from india last sunday and we met up a couple of times since then..it was first on tuesday when she had to hand up her assignments and we rushed here n there and finally got all of it done.... then went seeshaing and watch movies last wednesday and have not seen her since then.. she also showed me the pictures she took when she was there.. its great to hear that she had lots of fun there..
i also went to see Risshabh last thursday.. u can really lose weight playing with him man.. he never sits down.. well actually he never walks he just runs all the time... and he doesnt get tired.. hes learning very fast now and when he wants something he says 'layna' means want in hindi.. its kinda interesting seeing how these kids grow up and how fast they learn
since last nite ive been feeling bloody sick.. i couldnt sleep at nite at all.. i have no idea wat kept me up.. i kept tossing and turning.. tried calling her but to no avail.... and fuck rite now in school im having body aches and fever.. its really sickening as today theres a test and im trying hard to study for it but juz cant concentrate. feeling too darn sick... i hate this damn feeling man...
Thaipusam is coming! its time of the year again.. im carrying this year after carrying the past 3 yrs.. im some sort of taking a short break but ill go and support my friends. i will probably be going at 3 plus in the morning first to see Mitu, Amit all carry with BB. And then go school and again in the evening go for amar... its gona be a tiring day and i hope the sickness goes away in time for that...
till then
adious amigos
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Friday, January 19, 2007;
Some pictures days before she left....


  you know im just missing her like shit...... its been like what 5 days since she called and when i found that she was online yesterday cause she posted in her blog, i was like.. what the fuck damn i wasnt online... juz kept thinking of her and even gng throug sleepless nites man.... juz 3 more days before she comes back and i hope the days dont come slowly cause it will then take ages before she comes back.. im juz gona keep staying online having the glimpse of hope she will come online or even better call me and if u are seeing this call me!!!!!! now im in school so tired and lazy... hardly slept last nite.. got UT today even though i havent even studied a single bit.. nothing comes over my mind except her.. what the hell mannn!!!! anyways gtg adious!!!
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Thursday, January 18, 2007;
Its only three more days until she comes back.... but she has not called me at all since Monday... that makes it worst man... ive been feeling so weird not talking to her.. been thinking of her practically all the time... and it hurts!!!! so since u are coming back on Sunday.... can u at least call me while u r there...
yesterday me and the guys went to watch the singapore-indonesia match... we sat at the border opposite of where the indonesian fans were sitting.. half the time scolding and cursing at them then watching the game.. it was reli fun... that oor guy who was reli cursing and scolding them got moved away by the police.. i was juz wondering if what he was saying was so bad as he did not use any physical violence or whatsoever... anyways the game finished 2-2 and singapore are in the semi finals... and well they are gona meet malaysia... our arch rivals.. thats gona be a hell of a game when they come down for the second leg at the national stadium..im draggin her along with me man i dont care.. she has to experience this at least once in her life... trust me darling it will be great...
anyways ill c u guys soon...
adious!!
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007;
yea im back agen.. this time dieing of boredom again.. when is she gona come back man.. like 5 more days! now i know how she felt when i went to Espana... anyway yesterday was allright.. woek up only around 3 in the afternoon.. spent the whole nite playing game... couldnt sleep man... then was conferencing with rajiv and avtar when i woke up and then of all things we decided to watch the singapore and laos match at the national stadium.... it ended up 11-0 man! wat the hell happened to Laos... thy must have been getting shit from the coach after the game... if i were them i go back alreadi sia.... reli sad case... for singapore its good stuff... maybe more ppl will go watch their match on wednesday... in the papers today i read there were 5,224 people there... so if we werent there it would only be 5,219 but i rajiv jagdeep avtar and shil ad nothing else to do.. the best thing was we only paid 2 bucks each coz we are in poly... how cool is that! watch singapore make history paying only 2 bucks! haha
oH weLL so whats the plans for today... hmm noting... rajiv wanted to put tattoo but that idiot is probably sleeping like an ass.. so maybe juz go play soccer or something later... what else can i do... callie is not here!!! come back la babe... so long alreadi!!! shes been calling me every nite keeping me updated.. she says she stills hates the place... well at least u are getting high there every nite... juz 5 more days to go b 4 u come back.. im counting it down ok! so juz tell ur dad u need to come back so everything settled... anyways im off to make my bed now... take care pplz and will blog soon..
adious!
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Sunday, January 14, 2007;
Hey peepz.. its been like a long while since ive last blogged (well seven days is long compared to other ppl!).. so anyways the last week been quite bumpy.. callie has been having her assignments and all so was juz helping her out.. well that was probably what i was doin the whole week :P... oh yea then on friday she left... leaving me alone! she went india for a wedding... u know its reali weird.. i was staying up with her the whole nite.. then in the morning when she left so talked to her for a while when she called from the airport.. then after she left i went to bed... then when i woke up like at 4 plus.. i was like wat the fuck... i didnt know wat to do... i juz got outta be and was thinking to myself.. what the hel am i gonna do next... that left me thinking for some time... soo i ended up playing xbox... what can i do!!!! then yesterday went to dana's place since it was his birthday... pretty cool... something different.. and then he brought us (belanja hahaha) to pizza hut so i and rajiv juz whacked all we cld eat.. still had some space in the end but i called it quits.. rajiv ended up buying ice cream.. give that guy anything chocolate or ice cream... u r gona lose it.. im never gona treat that guy to swensens or ben n jerry's... ill go bankrupt man.. yea so she called me yesterday.. saying shes goin for lodi and it was freaking cold.. im like come back! haha.... too bad she couldnt say anything sweet to me coz her mum was there.. but i did :P... u dont have to know what i said... if i tell u i would have to kill u... anyways today was a normal wet sunday.. no soccer coz of the rain.. went to temple for prayers... see im a good guy! yea came home and been doing that since then... slack man.. juz thinking of what to do next.. suraj sent me this reli cool remix oh mere dil ki chain... im stuck to that song man.. that songs for her... wherever part of india she is... oh mere dil ki chain.. chehna yeh mere dil ko duahkhi jeeyehh.. if my spelling is wrong im sorry babe... still missing u! so pplz ill catch up with u guys soon... cya arnd and peace out!
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Sunday, January 7, 2007;
u know im really confused... well in fact it comes to a point i dunno wat to do... if i call, the other party is juz gona put the fone aside and as i continue talking the person will come back and say oh u not finished yet... then wat am i suppose to do.. when i ask a question means im asking whether i can actually do it or not.. if i cant then it doesnt hurt i will just stick to wat i do every night... and then it becomes my fault.. like as though i do not want to talk to the other party... i try my best to explain but nothing comes to avail as the other party juz says im giving excuses after excuses... and then in the end who loses out.. its me... shouldnt i have asked the question in the first place and keep my mouth shut then i guess nothing will be going wrong.. i guess asking questions is as well the wrong thing to do...wether the person is gona say stuff abt me.. then what will people think of me.. i dont care what people think... all i cared abt was for the other party to be happy...asking the question have failed me as it caused the other party to be upset and of coz pissed. Should i juz shut my mouth and dont say anything.. i dont know.. what is the meaning of importance... in terms of priorty i should say... no matter what i do i still do know who or what comes first.. but then in the end im told the priorty i follow is actually wrong... no matter what happens or wat so ever.. i know who is most important to me in my life... but in the end.. the other party doesnt think so... coz i asked a question that made the other party doubt the importance.. in recent times i have tried to do everything i can to show who is important and in the end.. it hits me back really hard.. as though i havent done enough.. what is enough or is it true that it is never enough.. i dunno... im thoroughly confused but what can i do... i will just end up talking to myself on the fone when i want things to become okay... so what can i really do... i continue to sit here the same way.. thinking... thinking of what....? well the position im in... if only there was something i could do...
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Friday, January 5, 2007;
Hey pplz, its been a long long time since i blogged.... like arnd 10-11 days.... the last time was blogging in Valencia juz before christmas... well anyways after getting changed and all for the 'christmas countdown', we went down to the city centre to see whats happening.. what we saw was reli amazing... it was something u would neva expect... the correct thing to say abt the atmosphere was that there was not a single soul in sight besides the four of us!!! yes its true... i aint lieing... we juz kept on walking and it was all dead quiet.... that was like around 2345hrs... so we juz decided to go to the church that claims to hold the 'Holy Grail'.. which is kinda known to us after watching the da vinci code.. however we never got to see it.. yea anyways.. we were at the church and there was a service mass going on.. all quiet.. and then it was 12.05am and what that was happening 10 mins b 4 was the same thing.. no like any countdown or people hugging or whatsoever... yeaps... that was christmas for me...
 at the church on chrismas eve
Then we left valencia on the christmas morning and headed back to barcelona.. it was about a few hours drive.. had a few stops here and there but was still looking at the signs as we didnt know much spanish so we were juz hoping we saw the sign barcelona ahead... and then we were back to where we started.. barcelona!

So now we spent the last 3 days of our holidays in the city of barcelona... we went up the mountain coz we saw from quite far at the city and saw that there seemed to be something interesting at the top of the mountain.. we went up there and there wasa a church and an amusement park up there... the church was beautiful and there was a statue of Jesus Christ at the top of the mountain... it looks as though He was watching over the city of Barcelona as the statue was facing the city..

at the top of the mountain facing the church..
so anyways we spend the last few days doing last minute shopping and a bit of sight seeing all before heading back to singapore.. there was a delay so we had to wait like 2 hours in the plane coz there was a fog in Milan... and when we reach milan.. the fog was reli bad that we couldnt see anything in view of more than 10 metres from the screen.. so basically we could hardly see anything..
and then we reached back to Singapore in the morning of 29th december.. that day i went to meet my darlyn.... she finished work at 5pm so i went to fetch and brought the stuff i bought for her.. she better like it man! then she was suppose to go to Eden but it was all cancelled coz her cousin's grandmother passed away.. its reli a sad thing to happen a day before christmas eve... well God has his ways i guess... then came new yrs eve and it was happening.. well that was as far i can remember... we went to bonez first (me, cal, avtar, shilpi and rajiv) coz it was free entry... it was empty.. i could the number of people in there... then we were to the bhngra nite at shenton way.. i forgot the name of it.. well anways it was cool there.. saw many people we knew and we went on drinking the whole nite.. next day feeling all sick...
The next few days after that... everything was pretty normal.. lazing arnd and then had risshabh come over my place.. reeally cute fellar... he learns pretty fast and he picks up things very fast.. cute fellar...
oh well anyways yesterday was the first day of school but i didnt go.. was freaking lazy man... but today.. yea im at school... no choice theres a test later.. well at least theres soccer after school.. been a long time since i last kicked a soccer ball... lets see wether i have learnt anything from watching the great Real Madrid playing and well losing... haha... yea ill cya arnd pplz and till then... adious!!
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